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Saturday, February 02, 2013

I probably sound like a broken record to everyone but, I really can't get over the fact that when I look in the mirror I see all these body parts I've never had before. Like the outline of my ribs, I haven't seen them since childhood. The fact I have cheek bones or, my butt, I haven't had one for a long time just flabby thighs extending upward to my back with a crack in em. I've spent since ohhh, about middle school living my life as a shapeless blob (I'm in a size 15/16 which is where I was in 8th grade). My image of me is changing and NO one is saying anything accept I occasionally get a very man-ish gesture from DH of "doing a good job"... ya might as well slap my a** and tell me "Good Game!" Correct answers would be "You look hot" then again I am sporting yoga pants at most times so, I guess I need to upgrade my frump-iness.

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PRINCESS_PIA 2/4/2013 2:50PM

    Go Girl!!! Keep it up....You will start changing your wardrobe little by little as you get smaller...and trust me he will

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ACCEPTINGME73 2/4/2013 10:03AM

    I think it's AWESOME your noticing changes!!! I think that is so important because I tend to not feel any different, like I have a skewed self image and I rely on others to let me know if I am changing. I understand that you want to be recognized for the hard work you are putting forth. I am sure it is just around the corner. In the meantime you have all of us SP buddy's to congratulate you and support you and recognize your dedication! emoticon emoticon

Comment edited on: 2/4/2013 10:04:09 AM

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RDGISME 2/2/2013 9:37PM

    emoticon realizations going on for you!! emoticon for reaching the point of "Meet yourself, again"!

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REDDBETSY 2/2/2013 3:58PM

    You Are doing great! Maybe get a few close female friends?
We girls are (almost) always better at seeing and commenting on the changes than men are!
I hope you are doing well, and I'm glad to hear that your not hurting anymore. Keep it up!
*GOLD STAR* for cute butt!

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COOP9002 2/2/2013 12:40PM

    Awesome to hear that you are finally able to see the real you.

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