Saturday, February 02, 2013
I probably sound like a broken record to everyone but, I really can't get over the fact that when I look in the mirror I see all these body parts I've never had before. Like the outline of my ribs, I haven't seen them since childhood. The fact I have cheek bones or, my butt, I haven't had one for a long time just flabby thighs extending upward to my back with a crack in em. I've spent since ohhh, about middle school living my life as a shapeless blob (I'm in a size 15/16 which is where I was in 8th grade). My image of me is changing and NO one is saying anything accept I occasionally get a very man-ish gesture from DH of "doing a good job"... ya might as well slap my a** and tell me "Good Game!" Correct answers would be "You look hot" then again I am sporting yoga pants at most times so, I guess I need to upgrade my frump-iness.