Saturday, February 02, 2013
I can feel it by my clothes...I have gained weight. I will not face the frightful truth by getting on the scale, the result would make me depseparate and get me into starve,binge mode (as if I am not there already)
Today I will eat less calories than I consume.
I woke up this morning and thought it would be another bigraine day - and that scared me because that has never happened in my life before... it turned out to be "just" an average headache that goes away once I get up and breathe normally for a whilw... I am very grateful for that. Yesterday I started feeling "Not-migrainish" at two in the afternoon, but I kept feeling really exhausted and faint for the rest of tha day and crawled to bed early. Had a nightmare, woke up hysterically scared and could not go back to sleep. Red too long, it was probably tha who caused the morning headache today.
But now I am ok although a little desperate over this weight. I might have gotten my first booking as a stand-up comedian, that is also very scary, it is not until the last of april... on thursday I will have a sort of stand up as I will act as a "theatrebeaver" at a conference. There should be three minutes and it should be funny...help!
I have also decided about my summer character... we are doing "Häx Factor" and I will be the acnchor and I have decided to become something like Dame Edna...I can have a lot of fun with that! I have already written my entrance song and plan to shoot flashes from my hands... a lot of net shopping from magic trick stores... it might be good.
Tuna and egg salad for lunch, with yoghurt dressing instead of mayonaisse...