I was going to write a woe's me blog. But Spark Guy sent me an uplifting blog about life and sami199 wrote blogs that changed what i'm going to say so thank you very much for making me realize that it is not that bad. So i'm and instead going to write a happy blog. Things in my life have not been great but i can't get down on myself anymore. i know what i need to do and that is what i'm going to do so i am not going to complain. i have realized at this point along my journey that it is up to me to be happy or sad and guess what i say to sadness to day. Not Today Not Tomorrow Not Next week Not next month. I am choosing to deal with my issues straight forward and no sadness or pity parties it wastes precious engery i need to go on my journey. I am not going to throw anymore pity parties. I can't put myself down anymore. I say to myself no more miss nice guy to my inner voice you are not going to win the battle i am going to win the battle.

It is about realizing that the only person standing in the way of me is me. No one has the power to make me hurt anymore. That is what i realized today after reading Spark Guy and Sammi199 that no one has any power over me. I can do whatever i want. I can be whatever i want. I will not allow any one in my life to take my engery and postiveness away. It is a waste of time.

I use to be so positive and i lost that person along the way but today i found that person again. It is awesome to say hello to an old friend. Just when i thought here we go again time to be unhappy because life is not perfect. But no more i can choose what i want to feel And i want to be my Happy Go Lucky Self. So my Friend Feed says it all today. I choose to be me. I can never lose when i'm me so way try to be anyone else.

Life isn't perfect i know that but no time to wallow in self pity because it isn't. I'm a big girl if something isn't what i want i have the power to change it and that is what i'm going to do. So thank you to all my SparkFriends for letting me be me. I appreciate it so much. Thank you Sami199 for showing me that i can choose to be positive over negative.