Friday, February 01, 2013
This morning was a nightmare- Michael ( my 14 year old son) decided to push all my buttons while getting ready for school. All that is required of him is to shower, get dressed and eat- yet, some mornings it is WAY too much for him (insert sarcasm) i completely went over the edge when his response to my question was yeah, whatever... get over it - i was screaming and shaking- and sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated!!!!!! After dropping him off and my daughter Jess, i just wanted to blow off my scheduled run. i seriously considered going to Dunkins for a 50 count of munchkins. Luckily the drive through line was insane. I ended up back at home and vented to my hubby Tim. I decided that screwing up my running schedule was ridiculous. I am still dealing with a ton of emotions as i type this. Most days, i feel like i can't do anything right- don't know if its because i am bi polar or i am just unable to effectively deal with a teenager. I am going to need these skills asap in May Jessie will be 13.