I can't get no ... motivation
Friday, February 01, 2013
I have kinda fell off my wagon. Not entirely, but my exercise routine went out the window as of late. I just don't have the motivation to get it in gear. I think I need a push.
I need a friend to workout with. I have to find someone around my home who I like to spend time with, and can feel like I am a little responsible of, to go to the gym, walking track, pool, or whatever. I can't do this on my own anymore. I just need some support. My husband is not helping. He is not inclined to get up and do the workout. He cheats on our health diet, and on the xbox and wii workouts. I just need someone I can talk to, visit with, to enjoy my workout with. Then I can look forward to my workouts, and not dread them.
My sister-in-law has been going to the walking track almost every day. I would go with her, but I can only handle being around her for so long. Plus she turns everything into a competition. I need to be consistent not go flying off the handle and give up. I may have to widen my search, and then again, I may have to suck it up and go with her.
What to do, what to do..... might have to look into a Gym membership. Not that I want to go there and feel like a whale in the middle of all those skinny people..... *shudders* eewwwww
It might not be so bad, but I just don't know......
Now I can't get that Roiling Stones song out of my head. LOL