Friday, February 01, 2013
Well, it's over with Jeff. Normally this is the part where I would overanalyze every conversation and look and moment and try to figure out what I did wrong.
And that's just stupid.
There is definitely some reflection going on in my head, but this time is different in that I have absolutely no regrets. I did a lot of things differently this time, and that's for the better.
I was more open, more honest, more self assured, etc. than I think I have ever been in a relationship. It was weird timing to be in a relationship since I had so much going on in my life, but really when will there ever be a time where there isn't *something* going on?
I tried. I was me, nothing more, nothing less. It wasn't the right fit. So I ended it - really, it had been over for probably at least a month, but I took the bull by the horns and officially ended it.
I don't know exactly what happened, but I'm OK with that. I can't make someone like me, and I'm not going to change myself to make it happen.
Onward to bigger and better things.
And maybe awesomer, taller, darker, handsomer things. :)