Thanks for the support. I am feeling somewhat better. (I better be the antibiotics are GONE) . Even though I thought I had a good handle on things I still woke up upset a few times this week (I think I was dreaming about Sam) I also had a couple of dreams about a place I used to work for (that basically is a shadow of its former self). I get the unenviable pleasure of moving ,y mother in law this weekend (I think she is NOT looking forward to leaving her home).