My Self-Love journey to healing...
Thursday, January 31, 2013
I hope you all enjoyed my vblog. I’m working on loving me. It’s hard to love you when you struggle through life, but you don’t have to struggle when you find something to hold onto. I’m holding onto my faith in God and family and the structure that sparkpeople provides for all of us sparkpeople users and lovers. I’m committed to changing my life, and to turning my physical health around. I can no longer be down in the bumps and blame the world for all the mess that I’ve gotten myself into over the years. I can’t blame the past and the things others have done to me. So, what does this bring me to do?
Re-start my self-love journey and call it self-love part 2. I’m committed in the process of changing me, and if you’re a member of a group that I’ve created with my co-leader Sweetlips, then please hang in there with us. We are working on our stuff, and we hope you do the same in the process and work your 100 days journey to you steps –whatever your steps maybe.
I’ve struggled for a long time, and I did not dropped 30 pounds in 90 days, it took me a year to lose 30 pounds, and you know what. It’s going to stay off for a lifetime, because I am learning the KEY steps to healing me in the process of losing this weight. I let last week get the best of me, but I came back with a force that was stronger than all the baggage that I’ve carried from my past. The past is gone, it’s dead, it’s no more and I can’t bring those types of people back into my circle of friendship or love. It’s not a negative let go –it’s a positive let go; because I’m sick and tired of all the false positives they bring into my life. So, I’m healing me. I will not only be a witness to my change, but you all will be witnesses too. Thank you for watching my vblog, and I appreciate all of your comments. You all have supported me in my roughest hours and weakest moments, and I do appreciate you all. We are diamonds, and we need to start shining bright like a diamond. That’s my motivational song, and I’ve been sharing it since I heard it.
I’m re-connecting…My love for God, self, family, love, and peace within.
Peace & Blessings!