Wednesday, January 30, 2013
I recently made a point to find the trainer at the gym that signed me up. I really just wanted to brag.
"Since you signed me up on December 6th I've lost 30 pounds (smile)"
"That's great! Are you feeling better ?"
I Had to think about it for a moment, I wanted to answer honestly. And I do NOT feel better in anyway. My feet ache, my left knee is out, my hands throb. I walk with a limp and go DOWN the stairs 'old man style' One step at a time.
Then I thought about my energy level. I have NOTHING extra. NOTHING. I pass out by 10 each night and wake up exhausted.
Clothes? No, there is no appreciable difference in how my clothes fit, none.
30 pounds and the only difference is I am in more pain than I was before, I am more tired.
All that aside I feel GREAT emotionally because I know I am winning, and as that scale ticks by I grow closer and closer to my final weight, cant wait! I'm on ahead of schedule to achieve my Christmas 2013 goal of 265-275!