Tuesday, January 29, 2013
I'm not going to say I'm starting over....yes I've had some personal problems that stalled my progress but I didn't gain any weight back which is good. So what I am going to do is reboot my program and give it the added push I know I need to truly get back to the level of weight loss I was at previously. I'm revisiting the true fundamentals of all of Spark and actually learning some great new tips and tricks even after being a member since 2006. I really have a different outlook on things in my life now especially the people I let in. Sad to say I need to stop being so trusting...I've always been one to give everyone the benefit of the doubt but after being hurt one too many times I'm afraid I need to change that mindset. I'm a very loyal person and friend and I think that perhaps it's about time I was really surrounded by people who truly deserve my friendship and do not have alterior motives. This realization makes me very sad, I so always wanted to believe there was good in everyone...Now I think I'm going to be lucky to find those awesome friends that really are good at heart. I also think this applies to so many other places in this world...probably even why we have war. I just reflect and take a breath and know that karma exisits and what goes around truly comes around.