Tuesday, January 29, 2013
As I am writing this, I am sitting here in my Pajamas (@ 1:30pm) eating a German Chocolate Cake, feeling sorry for myself. Guess Fred has won! I am so disgusted with him and more so with me and my failure. I spent many years destroying my body with drugs and alcohol. When I finally get to a better place in my life and am ready to take the final step in my journey to being healthy, I let "another" man in my life who's sole purpose is to keep me from that goal. I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was.