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Guess he has won!

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

As I am writing this, I am sitting here in my Pajamas (@ 1:30pm) eating a German Chocolate Cake, feeling sorry for myself. Guess Fred has won! I am so disgusted with him and more so with me and my failure. I spent many years destroying my body with drugs and alcohol. When I finally get to a better place in my life and am ready to take the final step in my journey to being healthy, I let "another" man in my life who's sole purpose is to keep me from that goal. I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was.
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    CBailey---has given you wonderful comments here!
    Fred only "wins" if YOU make him the winner. Don't place blame on Fred, or on the German Chocolate cake------- Start with one small step to change your habits.
    You have a cheering team of Sparkpeople who want you to succeed...
    ONLY YOU CAN KEEP YOU FROM YOUR GOAL--- Please begin again and prove to yourself that you do have the strength to WIN for yourself. You are worth it.
    1812 days ago
    Step away from the cake and no one will get hurt!

    Only YOU can decide if you're going to quit or not. Not your hubby, not your family, not your friends - real or Spark. I hope you don't quit, but if you do, know that we'll all be here if/when you want to come back.
    1812 days ago
  • MARIANNE9855
    This is just 1 slip. Throw out the cake and move onto next healthy meal. Can u go. Out and take a little walk or ride to break the cycle? I care about you. emoticon
    1812 days ago
    emoticon Please do not give up! Good Luck!
    1812 days ago
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