Tuesday, January 29, 2013
0:59 AM 1/29/2013
Today .. I feel God wants me to Share somethings .. Are you Happy ? .. there is only one thing that can make you happy .. That is Jesus Christ .. Accepting him .. asking him
to be lord of your life .. Daily I have to die to self or if you will the Flesh and soul .. My Spirit wars with them .. I yield my way to God in the morning .. I say not
my will but yours .. God created us to need fellowship .. we have a hunger in us that wants that unconditional love and acceptance . IT is a place in our hearts only God and
God alone can fill .. you may look in many places for it but until you understand you will never find it .. I have looked in many places because of my abuse as a Child ..
nobody told me . I was searching for that in a man .. you wont find it there or any other thing you try to replace it with .. Only God can fill that hole .. you will never
be truly happy until you give your life to Jesus and you have a relationship with him and im not talking about Sunday .. Im talking where hes your best Friend .. learn to
spend time with him .. to rely on him .. to let him love you ... to love him and others .. to Forgive I know that is hard believe me .. I was sexually molested by 3 men growing
up one being my earthly dad .. long story .. I have looked for love in all the wrong places .. I have lost a best friend .. to death .. I have lost a man I was in love with
to death .. I have lost a niece I loved and watched be born to death .. I have watched both my parents have lung cancer .. my dad is dead now . my mom I have to pray for
unceasingly When I Got the gift of Speaking in Tongues the friends I lost what I thought was all my friends I became sold out for Jesus .. I have been chased most my life
by the devil and he has tired to kill me .. my children .. he has chased me out of churches .. so on I don't give him any Glory .. I just want you to know I have seen most ..
But GOD GOD GOD .. has seen me thru... He loved me when I was being abused he gave me the strength to carry on thur all those things and more . He has always been there
when I back slide he was there .. When the devil killed my daughter he was there he said get on your knees and pray and he raised her .. When the devil tried to kill my
son they told me he wont live .. I went to the hospital chapel and I told the devil off and I said you wont kill him .. and hes alive .. When I went thru a abusive marriage
for 26 years he was there .. When I found a man I thought at the time was the man of my dreams after he died he was there .. he lifted me up .. When the devil turned Churches
against me he was there .. I have looked my whole life for others who believe like me .. who read and do .. I was in a Church once who said we believe in healing .. and taught
it .. then one day a man had a heart attack.. and what did they do call 911 im sitting there saying for real ... prayer don't you think .. oh well I have finally found
people who are not afraid to step out and do what the word says .. Many say to me well God doesn't always heal .. I am working on learning some of that .. but here is what
I know .. My daughter was dead .. no pulse .. blue .. no breathing dead I was a emt I think I would know .. and God said fall on your knees .. did I have the perfect prayer
no .. did I say everything right no .. I just did what God said to do .. I have learned mainly from Churches who teach from books the wrong things .. but in my 30s the Holy Spirit
became My teacher .. when I hear wrong teaching now it wells up in my belly .. I know its wrong why do I know this .. I have the mind of Christ .. according to the word ..
1 Corinthians2: 8 Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.
9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
10 But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.
11 For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.
12 Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God.
13 Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.
14 But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.
15 But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man.
16 For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.
I have found some who teach the truth one is Curry Blake .. another so far is Joyce Meyers .. there are others but I am not here to Glorify others but my Father ..
what I am saying is read .. let God teach you then you will discern the truth .. and it will set you free.. If you don't know my Jesus it is so easy the world
has made it so hard .. Just ask him to forgive you of your past .. Ask him to become lord of your life .. then because he asks us to be water baptized,,, if you
really know him .. you will want to tell the world of his love and mercies .. if you are in a back slide condition .. just ask him to forgive you and change you
he will .. he loves you .. he wants the best for you .. when you except Jesus .. he will tell you what you need no man needs to .. he will do it .. but
be careful who you hang out with .. if they don't love our Jesus .. they can pull you away .. We have to guard our hearts .. I Pray you come to know him like
many of us do that you will become another laborer God needs us .. to spread the real and true Gospel .. God loves you and so do I .. your sis Betty .. lets Be a Blessing to someone today ..