Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Pretty much any military wife or wife who has ever had to pick up and leave all that she's known relates to that. I miss my best friend I grew up with more than anything. It's crazy ridiculous how fiercely I miss her some days. But today, quite frankly, I miss all of my friends. Even the ones I've only hung out with a few times. I miss having friends I could call up and say " Do you want to go to the movies, or go get a coffee and catch up?" Most of them are having babies now and 95% of me is entirely happy for them but the last 5% is mixed of jealousy and frustration that I know 2 of them shouldn't be parents (considering one spent a night in jail at 7 months pregnant for a rather stupid thing I will not discuss due to not wanting to offend anyone's personal choices about what are legal drugs). But most of it is I miss the people who used to be so important in my life. Who I saw ATLEAST once a week.
Maybe I should start skyping with everyone. I mean, new technologies, why not? Then again I am 30 lbs heavier since everyone but my best friend last saw me. I don't know...
I love my husband and would follow him to the end of the earth if required (let alone a battlefield if the Air force would let me) but since our schedules have been completely opposites, I've missed having friends. I have a few nice co-workers, but their never really friends, ya know?
Any who, part 1 of my weekly goal is done: Did abs cardio which was rather boring, but it is done. 50% to new headphones. Hope everyone has a magnificent Tuesday!