I can't wait to be able to say that I have reached my goal! It may take longer than 12 weeks but I hope by then I'll be well on my way.

How will I feel? From past experience I am going to have mixed feelings. Elated because I can get back into my gorgeous Karen Millen dresses...get into that special date dress and feel as fit as a fiddle. I know I will love the sense of achievement and I like the attention too...

Then there's the other side...when the attention gets too much I panic. I get scared, I withdraw and then I start eating again. I really don't want this to happen this time, so it's going to need all my will power, but I deserve to feel happy in my own skin without someone invading my space.