Monday, January 28, 2013
Well, I keep running into a wall with my husband. Yesterday he informed me that I am no longer going to diet and he will no longer allow me to buy anything he believes is "for my diet thing". That he makes the money and will say how it is spent. He used the excuse that we couldn't afford all that junk. Yet, he has no problem if we spend even more on eating out, buying cookies, candy and other junk foods, just no "diet junk". The thing is, I haven't really bought any diet foods. Just fruits and veggies and lowfat dressings. I cook the things he likes ever since he blew up last weekend about my cooking only "diet crap". I am at the point that I just don't know what to do. I don't want to stay fat! I like being able to do things I used to do, like, walking and hiking and playing with my grandchildren without getting winded. I suffer from depression and have noticed that when I am working my plan, that I don't seem to have so much of that going on. I have energy and feel better all around. It's like he just wants me to stay fat and depressed and miserable. He is really starting to wear me down. Don't know how much more I can take.