Monday, January 28, 2013
My goal is to do a blog EVERYDAY. Been kind of falling in and out of a little depression but holding ok. I know what I need to do, I know the steps I need to take.....however, some insecurities just grab such a hold and really just need to stop. I feel like I have been bombarded with helping some friends with unfortunate animals on other sites and there is only so much I can do. I have struggled a lot with this in my heart with GOD. Deep down, I do want to save them all and have one big farm. The reality is I have such a heavy heart over it that I can ONLY do so much....there are much more brave souls than me but because my sadness over animal situations have hurt me so.....I can only do so much. I have a big heart, but not a huge wallet or income. I don't understand WHY things happen the way they do with animals and want GOD to help them more than I can.....this also plays into my getting into veganism.....has anyone felt this way? It really is a SADNESS for me.....