Monday, January 28, 2013
This morning was my first weigh-in in a long time.
I was expecting it to be a lot less, though knowing it could be a lot more. I weighed in above my predicted worst case, 200 lbs, at 202.4 lbs. I went back and looked at my old logs. Time flies. Until I saw the dates I hadn't realized how long it has been since I was at my low nor how many years it has been that I have been floundering with aborted restarts.
I prepared for this event a bit, so I am okay. There are positive things to tell myself.
Right now, I feel like I got the wind knocked out of me.
I know that will pass, but right now that is where I am at