Sunday, January 27, 2013
So I went for my walk/jog tonight with my husband. I let him pick the route this time. He took us around our housing district. I didn't like it so much. There were people outside. I walk/jog at night so that people don't see me. I don't need to hear the snickers and laughs. I know that they're probably not laughing at me, but in my sick twisted mind, they are. Logically, I know this. But after YEARS of the taunting and teasing from people in middle and high school, it's hard not to think that. I'm working on it, though. I'm trying to make myself be logical about that...it's just...hard to stop that track. I didn't want to go on my run, but I'm glad mmy husband made me go. It's because I've been going on these jogs that I dropped 4 lbs in one week. I've just got to keep at it. The last time I jogged, I did 1.36 miles in 30 mins. This time I did 1.43 in 30. AWESOME SAUCE! Progress...not perfection.