The relationship of aspects of a subject to each other and to a whole--I NEED perspective!
I don't know where exactly I'm going with this, but I'm feeling so, so bad about myself with 20#'s to lose, and absolutely no inclination for embracing healthier eating & exercise.
On this date I was ECSTATIC to be the weight I am right now!
I felt good about myself, and was energetic, and HAPPY! Today, at the SAME weight, I feel defeated and hopeless! I have gotten some good suggestions from team members on ways to 'get my motivation back': journal in order to identify the root problem, look at before/after pictures, exercise WITH a team member [even if we live in different states, we'll be exercising at the same time], and to 'give myself a break' since I have much on my plate and I will get it together again--basically be kind to myself! GOOD SUGGESTIONS!
Well, onward and upward…right!!!!!
Have any of you heard of Shari Rose Shepherd [ hisprincess.com
She posted this on facebook today: "Today Jesus we say I do and I will love you for better or for worse. In times of sickness and times of health. In times of trials and in times of triumph. From this moment on, I choose you Lord and will not walk away until you walk me into your presence. Amen"
This is MOST definitely the prayer of my heart today!
Another quote I need to EMBRACE right now: "Never, never, never give up. Act as if it were impossible to fail." ~Alexander Lockhart
I'm sure I'm semi-struggling emotionally because Jonathan left for bootcamp on Tuesday. Nicholas and Andrew went back to college on Monday, and Nate left Tuesday to head home after being here for almost a month. I MISS my boys! But it's sure different cooking for SIX instead of TEN!
That part I'm kind of enjoying! ha!
Well, I guess that's enough ramblings for today.