Feeling all frustrated. My brain isn't working properly. My thoughts keep getting broken up when I'm trying to do things. I've been having a hard time typing and an even harder time getting my thoughts into words. Many times, especially today I would try and type things and then out of no where I can't remember what I'm trying to talk about or I would trip over my own words and the things I wrote on the page don't make sense LOL

So if this is difficult to read, sorry, I'm trying my best to double check it all as I go but at the same time I'm having difficulty making sense of the words I read too LOL.

No worries - I know exactly what's going on. It's happened before. I'm really hoping that the B12 shots that I just started getting (yep I'm off the vitamin and onto the injections now) will help me get out of this before I get sucked too far in. At the moment I am to go and get an injection once a week for 4 weeks and then I'm to get a blood test done before tehy decide what to do from there. I was worried how much it would be but believe it or not it was fairly cheap. Just under $8 gets me I think enough for 10 injections. I just show up at my medical clinic and the nurse administers it. She also stores it there so that it's stored properly and so that it can't be forgotten =]

So what's causing it??? Well this started happening a long time ago. It was a warning sign back quite a bit before I started getting my anxiety attacks and before I was diagnosed with depression. I know I'm starting to head down that same road again and I'm trying hard not to get sucked back down there again but it can be so hard sometimes. I'm hoping the B12 shots will help me not feel so tired and maybe then I won't feel so blah. When I have the energy to carry on with my day I'm not so bad but on the days that I feel tired and miserable (yep I'm getting enough sleep - just lacking in some of my vitamins which the Dr has been giving me supplements but my body is rejecting them - they're hoping it's only because of the pregnancy) I just can't function properly, then I'm moody and it just effects everyone around me and it generally makes it worse.

Not sure how to end this cuz my brain is crashing again LOL Somedays I feel like it's on dial up internet LOL...it's going fine at first and then it just freezes up and I have 2 choices - sit and wait for the thoughts to come back to me, or get frustrated and start a different task LOL