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Thursday, January 24, 2013

I am really annoyed with myself. I can't stand the way I look. I am totally unhappy, and I'm too damn lazy to do anything about it.

I don't know where to get any motivation. The people around me try to help me out but it just doesn't seem to be helping me at all. And I know they are trying but I just can't seem to get my head around actually doing anything to help myself.

It's my own fault.

I want to be different but it's hard. I need help. I need motivation. I need a new mind set. Where do I get one? How do I go about training. My mind to not be so lazy?

On the up side. I am getting a better mobile phone that will help me to better keep track of my food while I am out and about. I hope. I will get the app that should help me out a little bit. I just don't know where to go. I know I can do this. And. I am not sure what is holding me back.

Maybe a random, private rant in my journal will help me to get over this hump. I just don't know what to do. I will try that and let you know how it works out if I remember too!

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STILLLIFE15 1/8/2014 11:14PM

    Hey, just wanted to let you know, that you're not alone in all this!
It's a slow process to get started, I myself have been having the issue of keeping up with the stuff I need to be doing.

I am here for you if you ever get frustrated, or off track! Or even if you need someone to talk to when it gets rough~!

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SNOWJESTER 1/24/2013 4:52PM

    Start slow. Go do ten minutes of exercise today. Even if it's just putting on some music and dancing around. emoticon

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KJELLYBEAN15 1/24/2013 3:58PM

    Nobody can do this for you. You have to set your mind to it and take it one day at a time. Dont worry about tomorrow or next week. One day. You can do that. It really isn't so hard just one day. Go to bed, wake up and repeat.

I know it's hard. If it were easy we'd all be thin and healthy. But your life will depend on it. Maybe not today. But eventually it will. And the longer you wait the hard it gets. Believe me.

Those around you may have their intentions right but unless they are walking in your shoes they will never know. Lean on someone that understands where you are coming from. Reach out to those you talk to here. I am willing to walk this with you. Baby steps. We can do this. We will never be perfect but we can get to be the best we can be.

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