Frustrated with myself

Thursday, January 24, 2013

SO I got my period on monday and I had been doing sooo good with my food and exercising, I was exercising everyday except sunday and I wasnt eating any wheat/gluten and I was only eating naturally occuring sugars, like in fruits etc. Then BLAM TOM comes around and I ate bread, sugar, felt so exhausted and emotional I still dont even want to exercise....I hate that this happens. I guess all I can do is take it as a lesson and move forward and avoid it in the future.

Im not sure what the damage is weight wise, but I think mostly its water weight cause I was also not getting anywhere close to enough water those days...

Today Im getting back on track food/tracking wise. I have been on spark looking at the motivational pages all morning trying to convince myself to exercise.

I just want to lose the weight RIGHT NOW. Its so hard to not fall into old unhealthy habits while doing this. I have to constantly convince myself that only eating salads and bananas or atkins or something is not sustainable....UGH.

I just cant help but feel like Im under some sort of dead line. My son will be 5 in march and we want another baby, and literally the only thing keeping us from trying right now is my weight, Im nearly 230lbs and if I got pregnant now it would be devastating to me. My goal is to not start trying for a baby til Im 150lbs.

Ugh sorry for the vent-athon. Im just really disappointed with myself.
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    Hang in there. You will be able to get back on track soon
    1849 days ago
    Don't beat yourself up....just get up, dust yourself off and push!!
    1851 days ago
    Hang in there! It won't happen as fast as you want it too, but it will happen!! You will lose the weight!! Keep reaching for the best health possible!!
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    1851 days ago
  • NEEDBU66
    You were doing great. You fell off. Now get back up, dust off your pants, and climb back on. You will fall again. You will get on again. Rome wasn't built in a day, mon chere. Brick by brick. (and go rent the movie Seabisquit. that's where all this is coming from)
    1851 days ago
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