Thursday, January 24, 2013
So mad at God last night...was praying why why..two parents in the hospital...
HE answered back I just answered what was asked for....how can that be God? Who would want this situation? Well, your mom every night said can't I catch a break please help me....but I couldn't help her there. Then she prayed please give me A BREAK! So I did! So I answered back...please allow my parents to leave the hospital....alive. Well at least one of them alive. Well specifically mom alive. Ok mom leave the hospital alive soon getting better so she can walk and travel a lot...this year and for many more years without huge financial worries or other falls or injuries or illness..and if she ever prayers to you again asking for a break she never ever mean broken bones...or ligaments...or tendons...in herself or others..rather a rest and not the kind where earthly travel isn't involved. Dear God I'd ask for help but I'm SO tired I would probably choose the wrong words......so just do whatever it takes to get to an amazing 2014......there I go....a great wonderful worry free unburdened full of joy illness free - Amazing 2014...and a normally reasonable period beyond...in years not days...and while I'm being specific can you please help my dad get that letting go might be the best flight of his life and the one beyond...and let him have the Grace to slip away in the night but not so soon that we'd have mom hurting to not have been able to attend services or trying to get there ...please take care of my daughter...my Aunt Patty...and all the worries in her life...my nieces nephews brother sister in law husband ...other wonderful family and friends...and by take care I do not mean wipe off the earth so this would not be a great decade for earthquakes floods.....I'm really tired so please listen to my heart rather than my words....I need a positive break. You're allowed to add wisdom filled modifiers to my requests. By the way thanks for finally giving my mom some much needed rest.
......sooooooorrry for the long prayer request. GOOD NIGHT!