Wednesday, January 23, 2013
I realize that I like many other people have a love hate relationship with life. I love eating healthy but I hate brussel sprouts. Glad I don't have to eat them. I love God's amazing creation but I hate winter. I hate walking where it is slick outside. I hate feeling closed in as I have cabin fever. I love summer. Love spending time outside walking, riding Dennis's motorcycle and going camping. I love positive relationships but I hate the one with my sister and she's not willing to work on it. I hate aerobic classes but I love my Group Power weight lifting classes. I love the happy feelings I get from time to time. But I hate the unhappy feelings I am having these days. Part of my unhappy feelings come from winter. Winter and I just don't get along. Tired of all the snow. Tired of not being able to be outside much. Missing my nice long walks. Thanks God for my treadmill tho........ I do know that this love hate relationship with life is all about my attitude. I am trying to fill my life with positive things. I did that today. I have arthritis in my knees and legs so I just could not make myself get on my treadmill today so I walked over to the gym and took my first ever spin class. I did just fine. It was easier to understand then I thought it would be. I got a nice workout in. It was time well spent. I feel good that I did that. When I walked on home I knew I had done the right thing. So for me these days it is about putting on foot in front of the other and keep plugging along. And when I can't carry me I do know that Jesus will.