Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Today started out great, but it's been getting worse the past few hours. Food-wise I'm doing great, but I miss my boyfriend and was hoping he'd get to come home today. As the day drags on, I realize the likelihood of that not happening. It wouldn't be such a big deal if it wasn't his birthday. I'm lying--I'd want him home in any case. I just hope my BPD doesn't hit me like a brick wall and ruin my day.