Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Good Morning; DD and I skyped yesterday. Addy gave grandma a patty cake when she heard my voice and then saw me on the screen. She is like a speed crawler baby. she is pulling herself up on every thing. We are going to be busy. DS is now on leave. He is here with GF. She has a few days off. DH and I have decided to focus totally on baby for the next few day. If I can get away to the gym I will, but she has not been taking long naps like she used to. I am going to put her in the stroller and go for a walk daily. I am committed to watching what I eat.

DH is like another upbeat person now. I am not sure what was going on this past weekend. Three days of a dark attitude - like depression. He does not do well on weekends - too much free time. I have not been enjoying them either. It is like I am his mommie and trying to find things for him to do to keep busy. He is much better when he is busy but rarely finds things to do himself. I think with baby coming; he is happier. We will see how it goes with him. Sometimes even during Christmas, he seems joyous of the time he has with the baby and our DD; but in the hotel I learned differently. Sometimes it is an act and it is not until later that I hear his true feelings. I feel that I am always trying to figure out what is going on concerning my DH. Any ways, I may be online or not depending on baby. I am going to enjoy her while she is here.
Have a good day!! Thank you for your support!