Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Almost 2 pounds lost this week; down to 182.4. Some pants I bought a few months ago are too loose! (Thank goodness for the Goodwill!)
Still not really exercising. Separated from my husband for almost 6 months; I don't know when I'll ever start to feel "normal". I still feel very fragile, I still feel like I'm just trying to hold myself together and not collapse under the weight of my anxiety. I still feel like getting out of bed is a major accomplishment. I still feel like the effort of trying to stay positive is constant and exhausting. I know the healing process is long, and I probably still have a long way to go.