Wednesday, January 23, 2013
We had 18 people at Boot Camp last night..... it was so hard and so fun....would never do on my own what Surf pushes us to do there.
It was the coldest Boot Camp and the most amount of people showed up....perhaps their New Years resolutions kicking into gear ;-) There was so much good energy....and grunts and moans ;-)
I want to thank those who sent me hugs and support when I asked for it yesterday. I'm learning to ASK for help when I need it....it's always been hard for me. The independent, strong one.... it's just always been hard. But I think that's why I have a hard time dropping my weight. I have a tendency to think I can just do it all on my own....after dieting and keeping those 'diets' secret since I was 13 years old....it's a very bad habit.....and a hard one to break.
SO I am finally putting my self OUT THERE.... I live by the motto LET GO, LET GOD but not when it comes to my weight....why is that? hmmmmmm....well it's time to change that TODAY. Maybe I will discover more about myself and let more people in.....to help me.
HUGS to you all