Wednesday, January 23, 2013
I need to say a huge thank you to everyone whose been so supportive the last few days. I've had a few days of overeating that have been correlating with my crappy emotional state. I've been so tired lately, and I've been just trying to get through each day as they come.
I'm just entering the third trimester, and the exhaustion has returned with a vengeance. Couple that with the doubts and worries I've been having about being a first time mom, and facing the reality that my epilepsy really DOES affect more than just me in all of this, and I've been struggling with alot and thus not eating well.
Eating MORE doesn't bother me now, it's when I know the choices aren't good for me or my baby, that I get worried and upset with myself. I can't wait till this baby is born; but I just know that will bring more changes and more challenges, both at home and with the epilepsy. So I'm trying to gather as much info and prepare as best I can.
It's been tough. But thanks to everyone in my life, you guys, as well as everyone offline, I know I'm not alone. :)