Tuesday, January 22, 2013
GAINED
W.T.EVERLOVING.F?!!!!!!!!!!!
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I just don't know what to do.
Yes, I'm sick. I'm not that sick.
Yes, I'm on meds. Not meds that do this (antibiotics and ibuprofen, plus my usual anti-thyroid).
Yes, I've been eating crap. Not that much crap.
No, it's not my scale. The scale at the doctor's office said the same thing.
No, I haven't been exercising. Between doctor and dentist appointments and driving my kid around, there has been no time after work. And I have been too tired/in pain to get up and do anything in the morning. It's all I can do to get to work on time.
Excuses? Maybe.
I am depressed. Give-up-forever depressed. Everything is bad. None of my clothes fit. I don't know what I'm going to wear to work next week. At this rate, a tent. Luckily, there are plenty of tent-makers in this part of the world.
ETA: I eat almost no processed food. I eat hardly ANY food because of my tooth. I can't eat salad or anything that requires much chewing - too painful. When I say I'm eating crap, I'm eating peanut butter, or toast, or graham crackers. (There has been some ice cream in there, I'll admit.)