Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Well, I'm here. But not. I feel like a bobble head on someone's dashboard. Minus the hawaiin skirt and the ukalele. I'm a little cloudy, I am overly agitated. Stress could be playing a part. I'm still eating okay, and losing weight, but I've made the decision to stop eating meat again. I just can't stomach it, and when I say that, I mean literally, my uh, stomach digestive system doesn't finish it's route for an extended period of time, and it's uncomfortable. Being a veggie head, I didn't have that issue. I love meat, but meat doesn't love my colon. Damn.
Anyway, back to this fog status, my light switch has been turned off. I felt like I was on the top of the hill, now I feel like my mood and patience is back peddling. I need to pick up my exercising again, that may help my mood perk back up. I've been working alot, and working in a hospital and nursing home I get alot of time on my feet so when I get home I'm pooped. I have a day off coming up, since I'm broker than a joke, I will take my dogs to the park and just hang with them all day outside, weather permitting.
Maybe my power was turned off for not paying myself attention with exercise. Or maybe the lightbulb is bad, and needs changing. Whatever it is, I need to jump start it again or I will turn into a real monster... yikes!