Hiding behind pain.....
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
I am having a really rough day......
I am having a lot of abdominal pain.
And, am seriously stressed out!
I just it is my turn to hit my slump! I do not want to get up and work out but I know I need to but know and doing are two different things.
I have a lot of blood in my urine which most like means another kidney stone but I can not hide behind the pain! I know this but it is so hard, I want to cure in a ball and sleep. I know this is not going to solve anything, this is going to keep me where I have been but that old feeling is right the same as it has always been to want to crawl back into old habits and I am struggling with fighting it.