To get rid of the fat clothes or not to get rid of the fat clothes this is the question
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Ok, i've been attempting to be this size my entire life. I haven't gone full on shopping spree, but I can't walk around like a bum so I grab things here and there if I get a gift card or have a few extra dollars that week. I used to hate shopping, and now I absolutly love it. Just to see how things fit me now, and actually feeling sexy and attractive. So today I went through my clothes. I had clothes ranging from size 18-24. With my now size 12-14 size body I have no need for any of these clothes but I have this nagging voice in the back of my head saying what if you get fat again and need these. I don't want to think like this but can't help the negative thoughts. My brain tells me give them to goodwill and never look back. How do I do that though? I've been that person forever, how do I say goodbye to that person and hello to this person i've never been? I love the energy and experiences i've had in my short time as this person don't get me wrong but part of me will always be the fat girl. I wanna just be jenna, but who is that now?