Tuesday, January 22, 2013
OK not sure what to say or where to go. I have not weighed myself in two weeks but I know I gained a lot because my clothes don't fit. My boyfriend and I are trying to work things out with counseling, better communication and ABA therapy for my son (at home, at school, and through his therapist). It is a long process but we all want to be together we just have to see if it feasible to make it work.
I haven't done any working out or tracking in two weeks- I am slowing trying to get back into it. I know that I need to do it because I need something positive in my life to focus on it and I want to to be weight loss and getting healthy. I am not sure if I will be able to get to the gym this week because we literally have something planned every single day after school. But I am going to try to do what I can at home and work towards going three days a week next week. No promises and I am not holding myself to high high standards because honestly I can;t stand feeling like I failed at something else.
On a good note I am getting better at convincing my son to eat healthier foods occasionally (bananas, apples, and some peas and carrots mixed into some things.) I am trying to eat us through everything in the hose this month and next so we can save some money. But once this is all gone I will be doing more planing, budgeting, and healthier shopping. Saving money is key right now so that we can make ends meet, still pay for the therapy, and find some money for a sitter so that me and Emmett can get out a little bit. I am going to try to keep posting blog, reading articles, tracking, and working out when I can. I hope to see a change.
I feel like there are so many things in my life that I can't have control over at least I can have control over my body, the things I do to it, and what I put it in it so that is a good place to start. Well it is Tuesday- so I am just focusing on getting through this week- then we will see where to go from there.