Tuesday, January 22, 2013
The two words above are always followed by the third word (chocolate) in my brain. It's been my go-to for the last 34 years.
However, I am happy to say, I have not ate these feelings. Though, it has been super trying! Not having that in my house has helped a lot.
I am stressed about my job, not knowing what is happening with the two interviews I had last week, yet still trying to balance the jobs I have now. Overwhelmed by money, or rather lack thereof. I have to say....I really do hate money. It makes people crazy, both when they have it and when they don't. If I ever do become wealthy, I want to still live like a regular person. I think based on my experience, I would be afraid to spend it for fear that I would find myself broke like I am today.
This feeling of overwhelm and stress is horrible. I don't like emotions to begin with, yes, I can be a clam. But, this makes me feel like I don't have control over my own body and I don't like that feeling. When I get out of this next meeting, I am putting on gym clothes and going to the gym. I need to burn off this feeling and if I have to do it through sweat, so be it!
Ahhh! Thanks for the vent! I feel a little better!