Tuesday, January 22, 2013
so I have been a huge slacker lately. I have a list full of excuses I could throw out there to make myself feel better and justify my actions, but what it comes down to... is that I didnt make the time for me. I made other things a priority and neglected myself.
Now I, as a parent, would never put my babies on the back burner, so why do I allow myself to do it to me?
I am important. My health is important. I am struggling with the life style changes that I have made. Not that they arent for the best but my mind is so used to taking the easy way out, it doesnt want to fight for this.
Luckily, I have a great friend who is very motivating. She has been helping me with the small things, and willing to help me through the bigger changes. (unfortunately, she is also deploying this summer) But I am hoping to have a stronger resolve and better will power by then.