I am trying... really!
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
It would be wonderful if all this work I am doing would show!!! I am still gaining/holding steady and not losing. I knwo i have not gone to the gym much but at least I have been (mostly) eating right and that should show somewhere....right!! I have 3 pairs of work pants I can wear right now. I refuse to buy more. I have gained everything (and more I think) so all the pants that I have gotten are collecting dust in the closet. GGGRRRRRRR!!!!! I am angry which is bad and good. I either get so angry I give up or that I push too hard. Funny I know my patters but still do not do anything to fight the urges. Self control.... what a pain in the ASS!!!!!