Monday, January 21, 2013
I swear since I wrote my last entry Saturday I have had an entire week going on at my house. I went to my doctor's appointment today and we talked about my anxieties and how I was handling my new medications.
I have to admit that it has been really hard for me to remember to take my meds every night before I go to bed. My husband reminds me every day that I need to take them but I hate my meds. I take them because I know what I am like without them but I still don't like them.
My daughter is finally starting to feel better which I guess is a good things but at the same time she is now starting to annoy me. Its kinda like she remembers that she got away with being fussy last week and wants to continue it.
I don't really know what I should be writing about but I am trying to journal at least 3 times a week. This week we are going to be at my parents which is not uncommon because we are there every week. Part of me wants to be super energized so I can get some projects done, but at the same time I feel like why should I worry about projects. I deserve a lazy week every once in awhile right? But I never allow my self to have a lazy week. Even on my lazy days I still have about 3 projects going on at the same time.
My husband is back in school and that is actually helping me keep a schedule which helps my moods but at the same time I want to stay home and I can't.
Well I got to go. I tried to take a break and it is not working. Sorry for the rambling blog.