10 pound gone!!
I've been at this for 2months. 2 months and I've lost 10lbs.
I feel like the guy on the biggest looser who's killing himself and lost 2lbs last week.. (actually, most of his team most 2lbs last week. lol)
But, the difference this week was I ordered out for pizza on friday. (we normally do pizza friday, but I normally have a bowl of salad that looks like it belongs in a mixing bowl, then one piece of pizza. .this time I had like 3 pieces of pizza, then more the next day (leftovers of course) THEN I had mcdonalds saturday night, (wanted to take the kids to the playplace) and i didn't even try to order healthy, and AND I drank a Diet coke. lol I figured it had been long enough to not have migraines and be completely irritated by not having caffiene/pop everyday all day, so I drank probably a half of a 20oz cup. It didn't even taste all that great to me. The cheeseburger and fries were pretty good though. lol Thankfully Levi thought so too, so he decided to eat my food rather than his chicken nuggets (can't blame him, I hate those things. lol) Oh and I haven't been to the gym since thrusday.. and saturday i didn't do any exercise, sunday I played tag with the kids for like 15m.. they can run! lol
Anyway, I figured today was going to be TERRIBLE. I wasn't going to weigh myself until thursday. I got on the scale last week and I had stayed the same, but 2 oz were missing. lol I thought, I might as well face the music.. know what I'm working with so when I get on the scale thursday it won't come as such a shock.. but to my surprise, I had lost a pound.
normally, I'd be kinda ticked at the whole lost another pound, when am I going to be one of those people that loose 20lbs in a month, I'm surely fat enough, lol but this week, I'm happy. that marks 10lbs lost. I just hope I can start loosing it quicker. I know a pound a week is pretty Normal, or considered healthy.. but I think it's barely scratching the surface. I know I can do better.
My mom suggested diet pills. I considered it for awhile, I thought about doing the Sensa thing or ali, but in reality, I know what's going to make me loose the weight, me doing the work. The diet pills won't really help. I know that there's people out there, on SP that have lost 100's of pounds without diet pills or surgery.. and if they can do that, I can loose 80lbs.. I just need to get back my motivation and not let the scale rule my life. :) I'm hoping I'll start fitting into my 20's soon though. the 22's are getting quite big. lol