Monday, January 21, 2013
I sit here and the thing God impresses on me the most is what are my goals and am I working toward them .. hmm .. Ok goals ..My number 1 would be to be as close to God as
I can be .. Second I guess would be to Eat as God would have me eat .. which sometimes I feel nobody understands but him .. I have used food all my life as a escape where now
I know I have to turn all that over to God .. Food is for the body but I feel we so over eat in this day .. I know I do .. I went on a binge last night not even sure why ..
I just couldn't get enough food .. So Now as I sit here this am wondering why .. yesterday I had a awesome day .. I prayed .. I went to church online it was awesome .. I
went last night via Skype . I have tons of friends .. So why .. I still don't have a answer .. It was like my body became a monster .. again not sure wy but today I am fasting
to get this under control... So I am asking God for answers .. I need to get past this and move on I know God has so much for me to do .. and I am not sure how long we
The Born again Christians will be here .. I get so upset at myself .. for giving in its like why why why ... I know God .. I have the best relationship with him .. so why ..
I know you cant answer this I am just sharing .. I was upset so maybe that is why as sometimes I just don't understand how people can mess up so bad .. we called the phone co..
my Idea to save money .. as things are getting higher and higher ,, I have my net and phone .. they as in my daughter have theirs . so we wanted to go down to one net one
phone ... they never use their phone and I can piggy back off their net .. wireless.. but after telling them over and over I do not want my phone shut off lol what happens
but yesterday on a Sunday they shut down my phone .. I had 2 people from sparks here suppose to call me .. Each one of them important new friends .. lots in common God and
weight loss .. oh well life goes on I just want to handle things different .. New plan Get in touch with God yeah ... old habits have to die .. food is not my friend ..
Well it was the day the nation asked us all to pray .. Im sure God got lots of them .. I am not sure no offense all the prayers will change things as to be honest .. Our God
has a plan and I think we are fast going that way .. I feel we are closer to Christ coming in my Spirit than most want to think of .. For us Born again Christians it is gain ..
we will soon be with Jesus totally hes here now in us .. but to be with him wherever he goes .. that will be awesome .. For those we leave behind I just pray they don't take the
mark .. I just pray we have preached the truth enough for their sakes .. either way Rejoice .. look up we are close .. I am excited but I also feel it is time we get out there ..
and I do all I can right now .. To tell others of our Jesus .. I pray for all of the people I come in contact with .. Well enough .. you are Blessed .. lets be a Blessing to
someone today .. love you all ..