Monday, January 21, 2013
I am going through the motins right now but not really into fitness, weight loss or health. I hope to be back at full attention soon. Just finished putting the Christmas stuff away 2 days ago, I've been sick with a nasty URI virus and am just now starting to get over all that congestion. I had decided to do the Jump Start January challenge, and I'm in it, but I'm not trying too hard. I don't feel I'm putting much effort into any of it. There are so many things I want to do, but I feel that I'm being held back for so many reasons- Bryan's lack of a job means no extra income so no joining a gym, no help planning meals has put me in a food prep slump (eveyone wants to know what's for dinner, but I don't feel like making it happen!), the house is a mess but no one wants to help me clean so I get discouraged with that, too. And my job has been more stressful than usual with one of the 3 of us out for 4 months! So I feel like I'm just muddling through everything but accomplishing very little. I'm doing what needs to get done but doing it poorly.