Feeling sad

Sunday, January 20, 2013

I know I' still recovering from bronchitis but I just wish I felt better about myself.I see all these beautiful people and I feel sad because I want to feel beautiful about myself I almost tear up too and just at the thought.I hope when I feel better I have the motivation to and to have the motivation to workout and go to the gym all I need too to feel better about myself again and feel sexy and beautiful.I have all these wants and desires to do things and do zumba and just be active.I want to be this all around active person and be the person people see and wish they could be as strong.Right now I feel when people see me they see a low self esteem weak ugly person it sucks it hurts I feel as if im 2 feet tall and I always feel as if i'm looking down.Ugh I had problems growing up but it was supposed to be good when I became a adult im not supposed to be overweight and have self esteem issues.ahhhh.
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    emoticon Sounds like you're having a really rough day. I know there's nothing to make you feel better right now, but just know that it will come in time--give your body a little time to heal and give your soul a bit of patience. See if you can push yourself to do one thing that you *know* is progress--a single wall push-up, centering yourself by holding a burning candle, writing an email you've been putting off. Just one thing. And let that be enough for today.
    1886 days ago
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