Sunday, January 20, 2013
Well, after starting out great, this week sure was a downer. The fridge broke, basement flooded and dog is sick. I lost one dog last year; if something happens to this one, oh man! Anyway, I didn't resort to my usual coping mechanism, (eat something, and lots of it!) Today, I am feeling kind of down, and I really don't know why. I guess I am just tired. It has been a loooong week. I didn't get to the gym like I wanted to, I was exhausted most of the week. I tried to move the fridge myself, like a big dope. I just do not like to call people for help, I feel that I am imposing on them. That, and I am embarassed about my weight. Sometimes, I just want to be invisible. I need to get out of this funk, there is SO much I want to do, and cannot with this weight.