Sunday, January 20, 2013
Just gotta love a new year, right? I'm trying to get myself into the loving the new year spirit, but I am just discouraged and disappointed. I felt great up until I got my work schedule for the week. They gave me more hours, sure, but they have put me in the drive-thru - I am not ready to do it by myself. I don't have a problem jumping in to help someone, but it is a 2-person job, far as I am concerned. But 3 out of my 4 days this week, I am doing drive thru. They hired 2 new cashiers, so they will be up front with someone else training them, so no telling how that will turn out. Yes, I am being a grumpy butt right now. I don't want to do this job any more, I want something new, but thanks to our leaders and their stupid "30 hours is full time", the new tax kmeasures, and the damn Obamacare BS that isn't going to help most of the people in this country, there aren't any jobs out there!
I want to move home, closer to my parents and my kids and my grandson. I want a job that enables me to be able to pay my bills and maybe, just MAYBE, have a little left over to buy toilet paper. I want to be able to knit for fun, not so that I can get gas money for my car since my paycheck doesn't go that far. I am so sick of being in this rut, and there is nothing I can do to get out of it. Financially, life sucks. So at this moment, life just sucks. Thankfully, there is always a Friday, and a weekend off to look forward to.