Wow! I am 60 years old now. Do I FEEL 60? Hardly. I still feel 20. I always have. But year 2012 was absolutely the worst year I've ever had. My mother recently passed from complication of Alzheimer's.

I lost my dear husband of 25 years to carcinoma lymphoma in August, 2012, and soon after I had a nervous breakdown. These past few weeks I have finally started to heal mentally. I need you, Spark People. More than ever.

This sure is turning out to be a bummer, right? lol! Trust me. Just stating the facts but the days are getting brighter, I'm counting my blessings for good friends and family, and I'm going to make these days ahead the best that I can!

Alright, fat. Do you hear me? You have LONG over-stayed your welcome.