Sunday, January 20, 2013
So I haven't gained more then a couple of pounds since I fell off the wagon. Good. I'm staying somewhat active enough and not eating the ways I used to.
I have new motivation. Not good motivation, but new. In 124 Days I will meet one of my favorite celebs at a convention (as long as he doesn't cancel some have done that in the past, I hear). Norman Reedus of The Walking Dead (Daryl Dixon). There will be other guests and more to come, but that's who I paid the big bucks for to have VIP passes.
Is it that I care what any of the celebs I'll be taking pics with think about my looks. Not really. Sure I want to feel confident and look my best and not slobbish. My motivation is I am the one that has to look at those pics. I'm the one that will frame a couple, post on FB, twitter, etc...
I have a pic with Brian Kraus (Leo from Charmed) He looks great, but I'm not happy with the way I look. That is the picture I have. A pic where I look chubby. This was after dropping 2 pant sizes.