Saturday, January 19, 2013
So I'm starting to enter into that awkward stage of weight loss where you get the whole is she fat or pregnant?
I really only "look" like I have extra weight around my stomach, which leads people to wonder if I'm just a few months pregnant or I'm just "fat" This may sound ridiculous and that it's all in my head. Well I assure you it isn't. When I was gaining the weight I had people asking me if I was pregnant. And people that haven't met me don't know that I have lost 50+ pounds.
It's not a bid deal, it's just kinda awkward when people open their mouth to actually ask the question.
Got in a Jillian Michaels workout today! Left my legs soo wobbly I didn't think I was gonna make it up the stairs to the shower, and then my arms soo wobbly the shampoo bottle felt like it weighed a ton. Let me tell you doing the 30 shred with 5 lb weights because that's all you have, is incredibly difficult.
So I'm really starting to stress out about money again. My car insurance bill is kicking in now, which adds another $130/mo to my bills each month and to top it all off my roommates are 2 months behind on utilities. If they aren't caught up by Feb 1st, I'm turning the internet off. It won't do a ton but it'll help a little. I might have to stop my counseling too. I wish selling the car and house could be an instantaneous process. I can't even put the house up for sale with out going through my lawyer, then his, and finally him to make sure it's ok. AHHH!!! I just want this mess to be over with already.
I know I will get there, they are just a few more obstacles that I have to jump over to get my life together. I know I will figure it out, and I know that everything will work out one way or another. For now it's taking it as it goes, and doing the best I can.