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It was very hard for me to log back on to SPARK...

Saturday, January 19, 2013

I was on such a roll last year. I was down almost 30lbs! What happened?
I ALWAYS let my stupid -stressed-out - LIFE ruin what I worked soo hard for and
that is what made it so long for me to start back.

2012 was such a CrAzY year for me. I'm mad that I gained all that I lost. I haven't stepped
on the scale to see what I weigh now, but I know I gained because of the classic
signs. emoticon but I am still determine not to give up that I still haave time to
make my May 2013 deadline. I can do it. I just need an Xtra Boost of Motivation.
I can help too toward all that want to lose together.

I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.
I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle.I have to do this, I must win this battle............




I can't blame all on bad habits. I have been sick also, so being ill didn't help
me stick with my plan, but I have to do this...
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COOKIE_AT_51 1/29/2013 8:33AM

    You took that "first step" to come back which is always the hardest. emoticon

I want you to know that you are in a very small elite group ... the people that didn't give up. I am in the same "spark class" as you. I decided to look at our "team" page and it shows that there are over 11,000 members. Over 11,000 people joined SP that same week that we did. When I tried to find people that were still active ... emoticon I was amazed at how few I could find.

So go forth and emoticon ... know that you are special in that you didn't give up! I added you as a spark friend, I hope we can cheer each other on! emoticon

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KKTODAY 1/21/2013 7:43PM

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SKEEWEE2MEK 1/20/2013 3:32PM

    emoticon back! If you've done it once, emoticon again!

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MSMOSTIMPROVED 1/20/2013 2:26PM

    Guess what? You are human and humans fail! However humans have the ability to change. So get back on that horse, it's not going to ride itself you know. emoticon

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PHYNIXX 1/20/2013 1:36PM

    Honey, don't beat yourself up over this. I weigh more now than when I joined almost 5 yrs ago and as with you, life kicked me in the teeth. I have to be thankful that I was given another chance to do better in 2013. WE can do better! I know that is easier said than done but we can't control what life brings us, but we CAN control how we respond to life's challenges. I've wallowed in my sadness long enough, and it's time to BE ABOUT it. So, I'm reaching my hand out to you to come and join me. I KNOW we can do this!! WE can lose 30 lbs by May. Are you coming?
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WIO_ALISA 1/20/2013 11:54AM

    Been there, done that. Glad you're back.

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NIKKICOLE83 1/19/2013 11:30PM

    I can promise you that approximately 99% of us on here have lost and gained and lost and gained again. This is my second go around with Spark as well. It doesnt matter how long it takes, as long as you get to your goal eventually and that goal is everchanging.

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CHYNNA81 1/19/2013 9:37PM

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Come on and join the rest of us. No matter how many trials it takes...Sparks is here. So you ready?

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KEEPITSIMPLE_ 1/19/2013 4:44PM

    Yes, we understand completely. We have been there over and over. The bright side is that you'll get sick of the roller coaster, and get fed up once and for all. Then you won't stop until you succeed. You will get there,!

Welcome back!

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EJOY-EVELYN 1/19/2013 1:44PM

    Ah yes, why is it so easy to stray away from the path of healthy eating? Telling your SparkFriends is a sure-fire way to kick-start your program for 2013 and make headway on working diligently to reach your goals towards a healthy BMI. Today is my official kick-start day and together, we can do this! I've started a healthy records spreadsheet and am holding myself accountable to several SparkTeams. While you're beautiful right where you are today, try to keep your focus on the newer and healthier beautiful person you'll be be when you reach your ultimate goal. Hug, hug -- Evelyn

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AZMOMXTWO 1/19/2013 12:32PM

  you can do it you will win the battle

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