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Not f#%$ing around anymore

Saturday, January 19, 2013

I'm tired of wasting my life. I'm angry that I've sat back and let it get this far. I'm ashamed that I've let a year full of tough breaks beat me down instead of strengthening me. I'm finished with excuses. There isn't one that justifies the place I'm in.

I'm determined. I can finally close my eyes and visualize myself where I want to be instead of where I am. I can see myself running that half marathon. I see myself wearing whatever I want. I see myself with energy. I see myself not feeling so toxic all the time. I WILL NOT FAIL THIS TIME, because I finally believe it is possible.

New way of thinking, new me, new life.

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MSKIZ69 1/19/2013 11:15PM

    You mean business!!! I throw my support behind you--dream it and do it!

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KANDOLAKER 1/19/2013 5:03PM

    We all seem to get to a point, where we say enough is enough. Unfortunately, the mind-set has to be there for us to get it done. Best wishes to you - I can tell you have the determination to see it thru!!

You go!!

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SEABREEZE65 1/19/2013 4:33PM


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TEACHFIRST268 1/19/2013 3:53PM

    I am cracking up at the title of your post - as well as your 'warning message' on your page!

Sounds like you are ready!!! Everyone has their own 'rock bottom' so to speak. Just tired of the same ol' same ol'. You deserve more!!!

Will it be easy? No. Will you want to quit? Yep. Probably. And when you're feeling that way - COME HERE and post on a message board, write a blog, whatever. You've hit the nail on the head. The support from this community is what makes all the difference during this 'get healthy' journey. Though everyone has their own path, everyone here 'gets it'.

Looking forward to your next post to hear how things are going. Sending you a friend request, hope that's okay!

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ROBYNROSE26 1/19/2013 1:19PM

    WooHoo, Way to Go!

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DADDYNARD 1/19/2013 1:04PM

    envision it....believe it. Realizing your faults is half the battle because now you can focus on what to change. I wish you much success in your new life, im pretty sure you will find it very rewarding

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CHINOOKNORTH 1/19/2013 12:55PM

    Thanks for the encouragement ladies! I have never blogged or posted on a message board before. Although not the sentimental type, I must say getting immediate encouragement on my first post may have made my eyes leak slightly. Turns out community is powerful!


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CHERYLL1949 1/19/2013 12:31PM

    You go girl! emoticon

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JAMBABY0 1/19/2013 12:26PM

    Well then welcome to your new life, and I am sure you will make it! Remember YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!

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