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Saturday, January 19, 2013

So do you ever look at pictures emoticon and then look at yourself in the mirror emoticon and say - that doesn't look like me? I used to look and pictures and think man I need to do something. Lately I've been looking at them saying, whos that pretty girl. Yea self esteem - it has nothing to do with weight, it has to do with what is on the inside and loving who you are. Its taken a long time but I do love the person that is now on the inside as much as the one on the outside. Now I just need to convince myself that I am that girl. I am worthy. I am strong and not take myself out of the game before I get rejected.
Last night was a lot of fun and I almost didn't go! Went to a Parrothead emoticon meeting, where rum ice cream emoticon was on the menu (free of course). Then out to a local bar for dancing emoticon - and our group loves to dance - oh and to drink emoticon .. I don't drink a lot, with the pups at home someone has to be responsible. So I enjoy watching and participating. The was called See Alice, I'm sure that has connotations beyond my reasonings.
Dinner - besides the ice cream (no more than 1 cup), I had a hot dog with lettuce, tomatoes, onions, pickles and cheese and 2 beers(no fries). It was a night to celebrate and I figure I worked off a little bit dancing. emoticon emoticon

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
CBAILEYC 1/20/2013 10:35AM

    Sounds like fun!

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    emoticon emoticon Loving yourself is one of life's hardest earned gifts! Celebrate and savor!

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JENNIEONFIRE 1/19/2013 11:45AM

    It is one of the most important things that everyone needs to learn to love themselves first...congrats on figuring out how beautiful you are now! keep reminding yourself and taking pictures to see your progress it really helps :) emoticon

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OZARKMARY 1/19/2013 10:31AM

    Good job!! emoticon

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